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Family Violence

I was raised with a violence father.  It happened almost every day.  My mother tried to stop it but could not.  He would get drunk and come home to beat one of us or both. He was very mean.  The  police would not do anything to him. He got away with everything he did. No matter how bad it was. I would often think I would never make it. His temper was always in his way.  He would start fights with everyone.  No one was safe around him.  He put holes in the walls.  Put needles in my arms when I was only two or three to see me cry.  Never said a kind word to me or my mother.  Unless he was not drinking.  Which was hardly ever. He was in the Army when I was born.  When he got back. He made it clear he did not want me or love me.  When I was three he made me ride a bull.  I am lucky I did not get killed.  My mother was so scared.  Then my mother had my sister and she was sick.  She died in my arms while I was rocking her.  He kept saying why did you live instead of her.  I did not know

Crazy

A Friend

You're my friend and lover My love for you won't fade I just wanted you to know You will always be in my heart You turned into my love As our love grows With our needs and desires We opened up a new world The passion for us With so much lust Were from both of us Wherever you are This is how I feel Sometimes I feel blue When you are not here My friend I may feel sad But when I see your smile I am happy You bring joy to my heart You glow at night as my star Bright as my moon In the morning You are my sun I feel the waves As the cool wind breeze's in With a call of the birds In the morning dew The beauty of the night With sounds all around This is all beauty and love When you are near

Hi Darling

With you there is no pain Hurt is not the game You I enjoy You're my sincere My amazing person you are You're my sweet To entice me you do Respect you give me Oh my you are naughty So much fun The best to me you are Hi darling............ You're my honey bee My sweet love The one and only My sweet darling

One Time Love

One time love You're not When I see you I know you're the best When we hold hands We share so much Our love is timeless Our loving time I want to be with you To feel alive I never want to leave I will surely die You're my world To remember forever more Everything to me you are More of your love I need You're my dream That comes true My life I dream of you Your love I need I lost time Thinking of you Wondering where you are How you are What you're doing I lost time I could only think of you And wonder

Yours Forever

Looking Back

Looking back I always find you With no dreams left behind In my thoughts you are buried You I find............................... With love and kindness your filled Your heart fashioned within Impassioned blindness through love I see you now...................... My heart has declared often My words are few looking back There is no anguish loving you The winds will blow longer I will be here with you Pains of love are sweet Love bonds grow stronger The moonlight has gone to sleep I will love you forever My heart you stir so deep As no other can do There will never be In my dreams No other love but you As time goes by I still love you As I look back There is one thing I know It was you who stole my heart You my deep love

Butterfly Colors

Your lips kiss me In a dream of old As a butterfly comes With you I want to be You are my one and only I find comfort in your love Your passion and desire Carry me on a butterfly So many colors Red, Pink, yellow, and blues They all stand for our love Butterfly colors Nature is around us That is what keeps me going The peace and calm I wake each day for you Things have been promised On the wings of a butterfly Our love is like pale pink There is a yellow glow Our hearts are like red roses The sky a pale blue Sun is blazing And so are you Like a butterfly I fly to you In peace and love I come to you The velvet green grass Is where I saw you walking I found you gazing at the stars Like a butterfly I flew away Could it be I am in love You're what I need My butterfly colors