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Family Violence

I was raised with a violence father.  It happened almost every day.  My mother tried to stop it but could not.  He would get drunk and come home to beat one of us or both. He was very mean.  The  police would not do anything to him. He got away with everything he did. No matter how bad it was. I would often think I would never make it.

His temper was always in his way.  He would start fights with everyone.  No one was safe around him.  He put holes in the walls.  Put needles in my arms when I was only two or three to see me cry.  Never said a kind word to me or my mother.  Unless he was not drinking.  Which was hardly ever.

He was in the Army when I was born.  When he got back. He made it clear he did not want me or love me.  When I was three he made me ride a bull.  I am lucky I did not get killed.  My mother was so scared.  Then my mother had my sister and she was sick.  She died in my arms while I was rocking her.  He kept saying why did you live instead of her.  I did not know wh…

Crazy

A Friend

You're my friend and lover
My love for you won't fade
I just wanted you to know
You will always be in my heart

You turned into my love
As our love grows
With our needs and desires
We opened up a new world

The passion for us
With so much lust
Were from both of us
Wherever you are

This is how I feel
Sometimes I feel blue
When you are not here
My friend

I may feel sad
But when I see your smile
I am happy
You bring joy to my heart

You glow at night as my star
Bright as my moon
In the morning
You are my sun

I feel the waves
As the cool wind breeze's in
With a call of the birds
In the morning dew

The beauty of the night
With sounds all around
This is all beauty and love
When you are near





Hi Darling

With you there is no pain
Hurt is not the game
You I enjoy
You're my sincere

My amazing person you are
You're my sweet
To entice me you do
Respect you give me

Oh my you are naughty
So much fun
The best to me you are
Hi darling............

You're my honey bee
My sweet love
The one and only
My sweet darling






One Time Love

One time love
You're not
When I see you
I know you're the best

When we hold hands
We share so much
Our love is timeless
Our loving time

I want to be with you
To feel alive
I never want to leave
I will surely die

You're my world
To remember forever more
Everything to me you are
More of your love I need

You're my dream
That comes true
My life I dream of you
Your love I need

I lost time
Thinking of you
Wondering where you are
How you are

What you're doing
I lost time
I could only think of you
And wonder




Yours Forever

Looking Back

Looking back I always find you
With no dreams left behind
In my thoughts you are buried
You I find...............................

With love and kindness your filled
Your heart fashioned within
Impassioned blindness through love
I see you now......................

My heart has declared often
My words are few looking back
There is no anguish loving you
The winds will blow longer

I will be here with you
Pains of love are sweet
Love bonds grow stronger
The moonlight has gone to sleep

I will love you forever
My heart you stir so deep
As no other can do
There will never be

In my dreams
No other love but you
As time goes by
I still love you

As I look back
There is one thing I know
It was you who stole my heart
You my deep love







Butterfly Colors

Your lips kiss me
In a dream of old
As a butterfly comes
With you I want to be

You are my one and only
I find comfort in your love
Your passion and desire
Carry me on a butterfly

So many colors
Red, Pink, yellow, and blues
They all stand for our love
Butterfly colors

Nature is around us
That is what keeps me going
The peace and calm
I wake each day for you

Things have been promised
On the wings of a butterfly
Our love is like pale pink
There is a yellow glow

Our hearts are like red roses
The sky a pale blue
Sun is blazing
And so are you

Like a butterfly
I fly to you
In peace and love
I come to you

The velvet green grass
Is where I saw you walking
I found you gazing at the stars
Like a butterfly

I flew away
Could it be I am in love
You're what I need
My butterfly colors