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I Have To Hold On

Something left unsaid........
The deepest part of the sea
I see a shadow.........
From the depths of a struggle

I cannot live but it is hard to die
Flames are burning my soul
From my lips the words now flow
My sweet sin brings a void

I ache to hear my lonely night
By your blood I am tainted
As a page unturned you slipped away
I just wander around

On my lips is your name
Just to many lies have been told
A bridge of heartache I feel
While I slip and fall

I have to hold on..........
Or I will wash away........
With the tide of times......
I am tired and weary



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